So I was going to the gym and I met someone who was the same year as me. We are both going into our last year of college and this guy is so much bigger and better than me. It makes me feel like a HUGE bitch in front of him. Even if my frame is stronger, it doesn’t compensate for the fact that this guy looks like twice my height and width. I went to the doctor today and he said I looked like I lost weight when I actually gained 5 pounds. Yea I don’t eat enough but in college idk how to maintain a diet plan that works. Especially as a vegetarian, I fee like I’m going to stay this way. And even if I do change my diet, it might last for 1-2 weeks and then die out... what’s the point if I can’t keep it up. Just give up lifting and focus on work and school.