I’m pretty red Pilled as a whole. Grew up knowing marriage is a joke. Grandpa always told me he married my granny for a visa and they’re miserable. My dad and mother are miserable as well and I’ve had to have therapy over how bad ad toxic my home environment is. I went to boarding school since I was 13.. as a result I have a large close knit social group where I’m close with a fair few girls. I’m now currently at university, I’ve slept with over 20 girls this year alone and yet I still only want to go out with my close friends from school who I still see in abundance during the holidays. I thought I’d give a self-description of myself. • 6ft 2, 90kg, ripped and I box • Was always top in sports teams, including playing football for an academy • A bad boy, suspended from school always in trouble. Yet also always considered very driven and people think I’ll do very well for myself • I’d say top of second tier popularity at school, fringe of the top. Yet I was a friend with the year above at school, which meant a lot. • I was a dickhead at school a lot, Improved over towards end while I sorted my shit out • My friendship group knows I’m on anti-depressants. • I’m a funny guy in the group, life of the party etc. • I have quite a large temper • Probably a 7.5/10 I had a bad experience of being Cucked by a girl who was my friend then she had eating disorder and I looked after her, fell in love with her even while she had a boyfriend, this was over a 2-3 year period. I’ve recently sacked her off after she slept with a girl from the social group even though I expressed my feelings, I don’t speak to her anymore. Everyone knew how deep I felt for this girl. I flirt with my girl friends a lot, Motorboating them, feeling them up, cuddling them, sleeping in same bed as them. I get with fitter girls than them from time to time, yet the only girls I wanna go out with is them. I know TRP is against relationships, however I want one, I just will be prepared.

  1. Why cant I move on and care about my uni social life? 2) Why can I only see myself with them? 3) Why as soon as I fuck a girl can I not be asked with them anymore lol? I’m asking these questions for help, please do that and don’t just rinse me, I’m trying to improve myself here x