Here is the long story short.
I was HyperSexual since my childhood. Fapping 4 times a day. While in 8th standard started watching porn. Developed too many fantasies be it MILF, Girls, 3some-4some, Incest, Tranny, swinging, cuck, Being bull and what not. Over the period, all these things messed up with my mind. I never had GF. I started getting panic attacks, depression, lack of motivation and failure (of course due to my own karma). I was tired all the time, started Smoking cigarettes (Never drinks though). . No motivation to do anything except sex and porn.

One day (I was 23 at that time) I saw a divine light ie. solution to my addiction. I was reading some Hindu Religious Text and stumbled up Swami Vivekananda and his SUPER POWERS of remembering anything just by reading it once (Photographic Memory). Swami Vivekananda was the greatest celibate/Brahmachari of his times. Still he had to suffer from 39 kinds of diseases. Even having so, he had better power, energy, mind and what not.

Got some inspiration from Swami Vivekananda. Started following Brahmacharya/Celibacy. subscribed /r/NoFap. Kept going that way. Today after 3 years of Brahmacharya/Celibacy/Hard Mode NOFAP I am a whole new man. I cleared 3 CMA exams. 1 to go. Started my own financial management firm. I am role model to a few guys who work with me. I gained various skills like Excel, VBA, Learnt yoga, became spiritual being. I am a better man.

Now the case is I became so addicted to this Brahmacharya/Celibacy thing that I feel like marrying or having a girl friend is totally waste of life. I dont want to loose my semen. On contrary sometimes I get too horny and feel like I can fuck any bitch but then all those Swami Vivekananda and Celibate God Hanumana life stories come to my mind and after some time I loose the motivation to fulfill my lust.

I have become overly motivated guy. Whenever I dont have any work to do I become restless (Workaholic syndrome). I can give motivational speech to people for hours and they come to me and say "Sir, you are great.". There are a few seniors/veterans in my professional field, who believe, that I am the guy who will be successful like anything. I do get looks from hot girls, but something inside me stops me from being with them.

Things apart, I know that I am not 100% cured from those porn/fap events. There are a few tendencies which are alive inside of me. But the thing is I havent fapped/had sex in last 2.5 years. Watched a few minutes porn in in last 1000 days.

Now the only problem is how can I break this dilemma of Being Brahmachary or not.

Any advice on this personal situation of mine will be welcomed. I want to be