So my ex recently reintroduced herself into my life. We messed around for a little bit even though she already has a boyfriend. It feels like I've lost my ambition now. For the past two days and even today I haven't felt like doing jack. I'm visiting her again today to discuss this and even though there are a bunch of places we could be going, I only really feel like chilling with her one on one. It's not even a sex thing either; I just feel like my ambitions have dissipated.

Now just as easy as it is to say stop seeing her, I don't think that would address the root of the problem. I'm not sure what or where the root is, though. Is it because she validates me and I to an extent feel my life as complete? I've had this problem with other friends as well, where I would lose amounts of ambition and motivation just so I can chill with them.

I mean hell Seddit, I don't even feel like socializing very much right now. Conversations are easy but boring; people are boring. This immediately contrasts how I felt a week ago where I was on my horse. Maybe it's one of my off weeks. Can anyone here mirror my feelings? I feel like this is just a variation of the porcupine dilemma.