There is a girl asleep in my bed. She likes me, but she won't have sex with guys she's not 'with'. Yet, she texted me at 1:30AM and came over. We made out, she told me she wouldn't have sex with me, I said 'okay', I went down on her for awhile (because I love eating pussy), I tried to go for it and she stopped me.

I was cool about it, tried to make her feel more comfortable. She's been used in the past and doesn't want me to 'use her' for sex. That doesn't fit into my view of sex, but I get it. I know she wants it and it'll happen, I've been through this before, but right now I really just wish I could fuck her.

I shouldn't complain too much cause my sex life is really good these days - I actually had a different girl call me 15 min after this girl said she was on her way over and there's a few more that are regular... Plus I fucking love going down on girls - but fuck, I really wanna bang this chick tonight! not in 2 more 'dates'!