I cant believe what i ve done... She was always sending signals for having sex which i always refused it, i said to her that i fell for her and nothing is same again... I keep thinking about the opportunities i missed.. she even said lets watch a horror movie while we sleep, showed me a message from someone who was saying that we should have sex bla bla, i just cant believe i missed those opportunities, she was fucking hot, pffff, anyway to overcome these taughts? I behaved like a beta, i hate this.