You are fucking awesome when you start out ?

I posted a FR around 3 days ago where i described thursday night. I made some mistakes and are still far from perfect (my biggest weakness is escalation, by far) but I feel awesome.

Around 1 week ago college started here in Germany and I went from ... full introvert to boss mode. People recommend me for class represantive (?) already. I'm just talking to everyone. Altho I still have some AA when I'm seeing some hot girl in public and should go up to her to chat her up. I opened a two set today when I was early for a class and thought to myself "fuck it, you would just sit around staring at your phone instead" and the conversation we had was pretty awesome. I didn't number close tho ... 2 times actually today which makes me kinda mad when I think about it but I try to think "w/e you approached, think 1 week back when you were the biggest afc around". I got the number of ... 1 chick today tho, but as I said the other ones were save cases aswell. Not sure if I'm gonna call her up. I just did it for "practice/fun" + I think she's going to flake anyways. (limiting believe ? I think I have pretty good observation ability tho and I didn't get a lot of IOI's, just small talk and #-c)

Okay well that's prolly a shitty FR but it sums up that life is fucking awesome this way and I feel awesome for the last week.

The only "problems" I have are ... drinking too much, although I also approach when sober ...

I don't approach everything i should

I neglect kino when sober

  • the last point that drives me insane. I think im developing a case of oneitis ... There is one girl in class that is a solid HB 9 with a very fun and loving character. Just today I hang out with her again at the bar and I know she wants the cawk. But I just ... don't escalate because I'm an idiot. She was pretty drunk and I left, she said something along "Nah sNes you can't leave now etc. etc.". We also had some talk about if I didn't fuck a girl in 2 weeks she has to do something about it ... and I still didn't go for the k-close. She's probably drunk enough to go home with some random dude now who's gonna blow in 5 minutes and lets her unsatified for the rest of the night when I know I could have gave her the best orgasm of her life ... feelsbadman.jps

Well I "convinced" (don't know how to express this in english, i brought up the topic and just told her to do it, since I didn't want to ask) her to go shopping with me tomorrow since I need a new pair of jeans and a pullover. We'll see what happens, I'm going to try to not be a little bitch and act more like Hank fucking Moody.

peace out

EDIT: Altough the more I think about it the more I think it's a bad move to fuck the HB 9 ... maybe better to befriend her and leave a little sexual tension bewteen us ? fuckit im lost