In reference to my past post (check post history; I can't post the link without the post being deleted for some reason)

This girl hit me up again saying that there is a party tonight, asking if I'm interested.

She is just throwing the pussy at me

The logical part of my brain is telling me to tell her I'm going to be busy as I will be (I would probably be at home during the time of the party resting or doing homework; I don't mind working on the homework tomorrow though, as I have done some of it today already)

My dick is telling me to either A) go to the party with her or B) invite her over or go to her home and go for the kill--this would be my first time having sex

I understand how me telling her I'm busy, not showing her much attention via text and in our first time meeting last-night turns her on, but at the same time I'm telling myself that I should go for the kill

I kinda don't want to see her and I don't understand if that is because I'm "nervous" or because I want her to learn that I'm not always accessible as I am not and won't be

What do you guys think of my situation? I know once I get back grounded mentally, I would probably tell her I'm not available but at the same time, I don't mind potentially going for the kill tonight through inviting her over or I going to her home-- I'd like to strike while the iron is hot, in which I assume attraction will be kept up until the next time we planned on seeing each other (next week sometime)