Started swallowing the pill when my ex dumped me (who doesn't start here?). Didn't really understand what people said girls think differently. Anyways back in high school. She would cheat on her boyfriend with me. After I made it clear that I didn't really care about her she would put her boyfriend in situations where I would have to shit on him just to maintain frame (she later told me that he was very intimidated by me and she knew that). Well after I graduated they continued to date and also continued to have problems (he's very beta). Well we met recently and she decided to spill all the beans about what she was thinking. Turns out that she was always into me and would use her BF to get my attention because she wanted to be around me. When we dated she was the classic good girl, traditional, christian values up-bringing. Right after she broke up with her boyfriend and before she started talking to me again she rode the carousel...hard. Does every girl nowadays do this? She was definitely unicorn material. Now she's just fuckbuddy material with potenial.

P.S. I only say potential because she went back home and realized all the things she was doing was wrong and not the way she was brought up. Ever since high school I only believe action and not words, but is it wrong to still think she has potential? I'm trying to remain as objective and logical about this as possible.