I have no belief system. I have no cause. I don't really care about anything including my well-being. I'm detached from society and life mostly.

I achieved two of my goals. Building a company and moving to the best place in the world for my industry, from a 3rd world country. I'm here completely alone. I didn't rely on anyone.

I can care about myself, invest in my growth, improve my status. I simply don't care. How can I care?

Only solution I can think of is just picking a target almost randomly and throwing everything I've got at it.