I kind of developed oneitis for a woman who was cheating on her husband with me. She broke it off after a few months when they went on a vacation (during the long ass vacation). She was clearly in love with me before the trip and broke it off over quilt probably since she still fucks her husband obviously.

The thing is she sucked the most amazing cock and she will probably contact me again because my SMV is higher.

Jeez, typing this out makes me realise how pathetic this is. I am tempted to contact myself if she doesn't. That totally fucks the dynamic up we had however and puts me in chase mode.

What does that make me? A cuck with oneitis lmao? Throughout the short relationship the chemistry was insane and I was always the prize. The trip fucked it up. Should I go through old trash or look for new? I'm looking for new plates anyway.