I've had no success after a few months of this, since I'm either too afraid to talk to women, or I communicate neediness the few times that I do. I'm talking to girls way more often, but it's unanimous rejection.

I know that I'm not supposed to be a coward and just approach, and that I need genuine intentions and all that, I've read The Game and Models almost obsessively.

But whenever I talk to a cute girl, I get desperate and impatient, and I can't help it. I'm a good enough actor that I can fake confidence for a little bit, but once that stops, they see how desperate I am and how much I hate myself and immediately just walk off.

So I'm not sure what to do when I'm physically unable to stop being needy, and physically unable to think that there's no way any girl I want would ever like me. I may very well be a lost cause.