One aspect of my game is that when I am with any girl, at that moment, I truly love that girl. It's not a technique. I imagine and truly believe myself being with this girl and growing living life with her. That's just part of my game.

So this current girl I'm with, we've already had sex, but afterwards, it just changes, the vibe is different, we hang out less. She obv doesn't want a relationship. I'm in the process of being pushed away. I know this. I should just walk away. But something in me prefers getting a real blow out, not just a slow invisible phasing out and walking away.

I'm growing to hang out with her one more time and get a real blow out. That blow out that is not necessarily loud, but silent, when you look into each others eyes and neither of you can hide it anymore, that its over. Then she walks out the door and it is for sure.

I don't know, just something about natural game and the sincerity that I put into everything, I need this lol. Stupid I know.