I feel like i've been in this game forever.

2 years ago i met up with a wing and we used to hit up the casino 3 times a week and hit it up. props to him for putting up with all my AA and shit for as long as he did.

after that i moved to a small village in wales. it was tough to game. but i ran a little day game an such. which was ok. but nothing like i do now.

now i hit it up 2 nights a week at the clubs. i got to this one club because i get free entry and it has a steady stream of girls. i started doing this last dec.

it's now aug and still nothing. i did make out with a girl once, but that night i was " on" and everything just seamed to work. I have yet to have a night like that since.

I'm trying to sort out my many many list of problems one by one but it's so hard.

the reason i moved away because my folks are feuding. now when i say feuding, it's like war time pre 1942. it feels like one side is north korea the other is south and I'm the UN on the border.

things have been heated lately and i have been so stressed. not to mention i was in school ( now i have finished and i want to get a job in the financial industry but i'm finding it tough)

since i've been back from wales. I haven't had a room, i've had a corner of table and a couch to sleep on. I've just moved into a new house so now i have a room. though no bed just yet( they didn't have the one i wanted in stock, so i am waiting for it it's gonna be sick when i get it)

i mean, i'm not a chode and i know most concepts of game. i know how it works and i can see how it can. my process is just SO SLOW. i can go out to a girl at the bar and talk to her for 5 mins ( then then convo will fizzle out )

I'm not sure where my problem lies. sometimes i just don't have fun in the club, I get huge AA ( especially if the girls is in the open and not at the bar, i haven't learnt to grab the girl and pull her in yet) and most nights i don't get sht.

I think i am just missing too many inner game concepts. or i just need to push harder. some days i just have no motivation. or my AA stops me. i also am really horny ALL the time, which does not help. I'm REALLY outcome dependant because of it. all i want to do is fuck, but it just escapes my reality.

I'm not sure how i can fix this. can some one help me out.