I've been recently getting more and more over a recent break-up that left me a pile of low self-esteem. I've always been a very confident person, except for when I'm heartbroken. I become a shell of what I naturally am. I've started to dress how I want to dress again, speak how I want to speak again, and groom myself the way I want to groom myself.

I no longer care about coming off as acceptable as possible. I do what I like and what I want. Because of that, I'm more comfortable in my own skin. Because of that, I'm more confident in my presence around people, men and women alike.

It's been weeks now since I've been more confident, partly also because of NoFap, and every day, I notice a girl/woman checking me out. I give them an appreciative smile and nod, then I go about my day. Those are complete strangers. I've noticed my female friends circle around me more, too. Unfortunately, most of them have boyfriends but Would I? Hell yeah.

Some would call me numb, other would call me cold...I call it mind-centered. I no longer have my ex on my mind, and I know I don't want to date. I just want to be me, and I just want to have fun. Hopefully, I get an opportunity soon.

But anyway, that's just me getting this off my chest. People really do hone into self-confidence.

I'M BACK, BITCHES.