This week has been absolutely nutty for me. I've been putting inner game into myself for a long time. I got married, terribly crazy relationship, and I lost it all. In the year since, I've been trying to repair the damage after my lost friendships and insecurities that resulted. Something happened this week, and I finally just said fuck it.

This past Monday, I saw this beautiful girl at work. Talked with her a little bit, let her go, then realized I was off work. I walked outside just hoping she was outside now 10 minutes later. Amazingly, she was cleaning her car. I started talking with her, ran her cube, she hinted at a date, so we set one up for Friday. I went out with her Friday. Our date got cut short, but she's actually asked me out for tomorrow (Monday night). An easy 8.5 (only reason I dock is because of she's shorter than my perfect girl, but perfect other than that).

On Wednesday, another girl came into my work. I talked with her, got called away, and as she was checking out with me, I asked her if she wanted to get together and drink wine. She agreed, and I went over tonight. Played the I don't hook up the first date, but I used some strategies I learned here (plus just the fact I really wanted her. Her body was flawless, with amazing skin), and it was mind blowing. Perfect body, and damn, that ass.

Went out for a friends birthday Saturday night. One of his friends was a pinup girl (tattooed chest, burlesque dancer, whole shebang). Ran the whole gamut, but she had a bf; however, she did offer me her personal fb (not her business one). She sent a message saying she's sorry if she disappointed me with her having a bf and not telling until the end, but she just got so caught up talking with me because I was so interesting .

Today, a family friend came in, and introduced me to her daughter. Daughter is beautiful, with like, a Catherine Zeta Jones quality: you just can't help but be drawn to her. Ended up getting her number, but honestly, don't even know how to fit her in with school and work.

What this week has taught me: be honest with yourself about yourself and what you desire, just go for it, and be in the moment (get out of your head). I've slowly been incorporating these ideals internally. Honestly, I should've been doing this years ago for how long I've known about the community, and only now I'm actually utilizing them. Its way fucking easier than you think. Its liberating, and I'm what I would consider one of the damaged guys...well, used to consider that. Now I know it was all in my head.

TL;DR: took a long time, but I've finally grasped what everyone talks about, and its gotten me laid (probably tomorrow, too ;), dates, and a pinup girl apologizing to me for being taken.