I've red pilled about two months ago. I was a natural before I red pilled, so applying these concepts feels natural except for my blue pill idea of love. I'm still trying to swallow that one down. Anyways, I dated a girl for five years. Out of those four, I was alpha and gamed her constantly. I never broke frame until this year where depression hit me like a brick. I went full beta and lost her. This was all before I red pilled. After trp, I went back to alpha mode. I still get girls, but that's not my focus. My focus is to get emotionally healthier. I'm still dealing with depression and anxiety that stems from growing up (I'm in my 20's and question everything about what direction to take my life). My question is, I want to talk about my feelings and break frame with someone. I've been alpha my entire life, so girls who I friend-zoned lose interest in me when I talk to them about it. The guys I hang out with are there, but they're not very in touch with their feelings and I get the "get over it" answer a lot. How do I deal with these emotions? Lifting doesn't help, I want to talk about it. I've been self improving and I do get better, but I need some support. Is there such thing as a female orbitor out there that can be my emotional tampon? If not, how do I deal with this type of things? I just want to let my guard down for a second and fucking relax and talk about my emotions and cry about them to release them. I'm secure enough in my frame as a man to admit I do have fucking emotions and I have no idea how to deal with them and let them go.