There's a girl I fucked after meeting at a party, and like the beta I was/am I tried to turn her into my girlfriend pretty immediately. I continued all summer to try to lock her down, while she fucked other guys, and it hurt me. I resented her. We eventually split ways.

She recently tried getting me back in her life. We hung out the other day. She bought me dinner, offered to smoke me out (I declined, don't smoke anymore), and we watched a documentary. I fell asleep, but during the middle of the night I woke up to her placing my hands on her body, so I went to work, and we fucked. The next day I felt horrible and nauseous.

Part of me sees this relationship as a plate, but my blue pill beta instincts make me want to cuff her into a relationship. We had a talk last night about how she wants me around, because she likes the genuine intimacy I provide, and I told her I want to be the only one she's fucking.

Part of me wants to just move on, keep working on my SMV until I have women trying to cuff ME rather than me acting like a little bitch. On the other hand I could have this reliable fuck until I get more plates going, and have options so I don't have a oneitis. Thoughts?