Back Story: I grew up in a country(Saudi Arabia) where gender segregation is it's main theme.
From schools to restaurants/cafes/malls. Nothing you could ever do would involve a female. I usually go to Egypt(my home country) in the summer vacation, but that stopped happening in the 4 years that I hit puberty in.
Ps: Porn is blocked, have to use shitty and slow Vpn.

Anyway, all that negativity went by fast as I knew that this summer I was going to Egypt. Yes! Finally I would talk to this species that populates half the Earth. I go to Egypt, said that if I wanna do this, I should at least have a general idea of about the dos and don'ts.(Here is where Seddit came to play)

I went to several places but I still couldn't approach.
All my life I'd been told that if you approach a girl police will get involved.
It's not about rejection in my case. Honestly my goal was to talk to a girl and hope that she rejects without making a scene.
If you approach a girl in Saudi Arabia you're basically putting your finger under her teeth. She can ruin a good 2 weeks of your life.

One thing which made me feel happy since a long time was this:

I was in public transportation sitting, when 2 girls came and sat in front of me. If there one thing I can do right. Is star in girls eyes and smile. I did that literally with every girl who would pass by just for practice. Today it was the first time someone replied with a smile.
I caught her looking at me a couple of times and licking her lips.
We kept looking at each other in a way that made my heart melt

Now I could've gone and asked for her number but no. Too risky if I talked to her and she said someone like "who are you?" 74 white knights will rise to ask me to get away from her.
But fuck that. I had eye sex!
Thank you Seddit.

Try to find inspiration in my misery.

I'll be heading back to Saudi Arabia in 2 days.
There I shall continue my eye game with every girl that I see.(Which will be like 2 times a week if I'm lucky)

Real talk: This shit is ruining me I feel shitty everyday. I feel like I'm the verge of being depressed.

TL:DR: Be thankful that talking to girls where you live won't land you in trouble with the police.