I had the red pill shoved down my throat when I learned the frequency of orgasm during rape, and the extreme-ness of the annecdotals such as a woman never having an orgasm with her husband of 15 years then being raped and having intense multiples. The articles as well as women on Yahoo! Ask talking about their experiences made me both aroused and sick to my stomach at the same time. From there I discovered evolutionary psychology and learned about men and women's irreconcilable goals in terms of reproduction.

This information has been very unsettling for me, but really it's only what I feel like we ALL should've known deep inside all along. Rather it's the DEGREE to which women are slaves to their biology that I guess had never realized.

So where should I start. Is there a certain book most would agree is the one to start with? I know there's a lot out there.

Any other first steps in life you'd suggest?

My goals are to become successful with women again. I used to do very well in high school. Was even called a "man-whore." Although I had a gf or two I have fell in love with. Since then I have done very poorly with women. Been dissed and treated by 3 girls in a row. Have trouble even getting anywhere with girls in college or at work or around town etc. One reason I think for the drastic change is that I was very popular in high school so I had that "status" in the tribe that obviously girls are attracted to. So after leaving that environment I didn't have that advantage. I definitely lack in macho-ness. That is my biggest downfall. Looks aren't the issue, although I am short. It's about that alpha thing. I guess I have mannorisms for example that are feminine. That and other things.

Thanks RP. ~Fester