So i was with a girl for 3 years of my teenage years (feel like i wasted those 3 years but hey ho) where i slowley morphed from an alpha at school who was always flirting with every hot girl i knew to a shitty pathetic beta who would always ditch plans with his friends to go over to hers and cook her shit in return for the tiniest, thinnest she might let me touch her pussy, i mean it really was bad! I don't blame her tho, she's always been a very attractive girl and always had male attention and i don't blame her for any of it because after swallowing trp it all makes perfect sense, i can't really believe how accurately it is. We broke up about to years ago and since we did it really opened my eyes, these past two years have been really good for me, i feel like I've completely become myself instead of ------s boyfriend and it feels fucking amazing! Any way, I was out with a few mates last night and i saw her with her total slag of a bitch of a mate. I was outside smoking and she came out to talk about me (she was quite drunk at the time). It was a pretty shit convo about what we're doing now and all, that usual shit, i didn't really know what to say and i feel like i don't really need to impress her with conversation so i said i was going inside to get a drink. I was pretty tired from my night out the night before and had work today so i said to my mates i was going to go home, i didn't say bye to her and just left. Anyway, i woke up this morning with a fb message from her from last night when she probably got home because it was in the early hours of the morning saying ....."Hey ------ sorry i just spoke about myself tonight, feel as if i did...sorry xx". It would be good to bang her again (because she is fucking fit!!) now my beta ways are going and i feel like this is a good way to test out trp. How should i play this? I mean, i don't really care if i don't bang her so i see this as a win/win.