Hey RedPillers please help me out. I'm glad I have found this section. Just a little bit information about me, I'm a 20 year old asian male.

I will admit to myself I'm a pussy faggot asian beta who is to kind and always put people first instead of me. I have the nice guy syndrome and always getting friend zone by people and having missed my chances for being to beta. I could of been in a relationship with this girl around 4 weeks ago, but I was so much of a woos and let my beta side slipped in to play.

The thing is sometimes, when I meet people for the first time, I'm all confident and all hyped up I feel like I'm a 10 and ontop of the world which my user name describes me. But after a while that part of me settles down when I'm comfortable with people and my beta side slips into play.

*I also have very very few to zero friends at this point and trying to build my way up into this world. I say to myself, if people aren't willing to talk to me when I talk them or put in no effort then they are not worth my time.

I must admit, that growing up from a Asian family, all my family male members are really really beta and have little to no alpha traits.

How can a woos faggot beta asian like me, turn into a true alpha male and break the beta side for good.

I have red book's such as Models by Mark Manson and have found it very helpful and also No More Mr Nice guy, but I have not been able to put it to good use yet.

*I have traits of feminism inside of me which I think also keeps me being a beta, such as feeling emotional like a faggot, feeling feminism sometimes, listening to cheesy love songs, finding things cute and appealing, loving fashion and clothes, loving to smell nice, spending time to pick out outfits, being very picky and winging etc etc. I don't know if these play part of a role.

Thank's for reading.