Hey seddit. Not sure if it will be of use for anybodyf but here a report of a newbie.

Went to the goth club. (Goth myself) Horrible start. No approaches. Hours go by. Try to get in positive feelings. Doesnt quite work. Bring a girl to the bus stop. Counts as 1/2 of a approach because i somewhat know her. But no friends with her. Also talked complete weird nonsense to her. Superweird mode and i hate on myself. Going back. still rather be at home with my video games. On my way back to club a stranger stops me. He tells me he likes my style and that im unique. I qualify that everyone in the club im going to looks like that. Doesnt matter he says. I am unique he tells me. I am a guy who has his own style. im happy and i hug him. In the club i am still lost and walk around. doing one true approach. Girl was about to go but she was nice. Some more time passes and i am waiting for the train home now. The start of this is BRUTAL. But i will not give up. Humans are awensome and socialicing is fun. Thanks for reading and big thanks to that random awensome stranger.