So i am not usually someone who´s into all the hookup artist stuff (maybe i will some day) but i hot a question only you guys could answer :)

So a 3 months ago i hooked up with a girl i knew for 4 years through occasional chats at the gym. Once at my place after we went to club together and once in a toilet of a bar after i asked her where she was that night. for the last few months we also talked a lot more at the gym and we got a long quite good. i never had serious plans for that girl. actually i just wanted to hookup with her. To be honest she is the hottest girl i have ever hooked up with (but quite dumb haha) and a freak (good ol´salad tosser haha). After that encounter on the toilet i tried to booty call her a few times, which didnt work and we didnt have have much to do with each other after that. I was also pretty sure the booty calls wouldnt work, since i always had a feeling she was one of those girls who either wouldnt sleep with me if not drunk (i am really not as good looking as any of her other hook ups i know of haha ot be honest i am quite the opposite, but i can live with it), or that she is one of those girls who loose interest in you as soon as they are sure about your interest (never really showed any sexual interest when we talked to each other in the gym, also always waited a while to text her back and all this bullshit, that unfortunatly works)

So my question to you guys is: Why da fuq am i obsessed with the Girl(seriously not in love though). I should be happy as fuck because i got to bang one of the hottest girls i know, but i am completly obsessed with the fact that i cant make her want to hookup anymore. Instead i am stalking her on social media all the time and cant stop imagining how many guys she is hooke dup with in the meantime (she is a party girl too, goes out 3 nights a week)

I should be using the confidence i got by fucking such a gorgeous girl, but i´m not even able to hook up with most average girls since i´ve fucked her.

what shoud I do guys?