Over the last few months I've worked a lot on myself. Especially on my confidence. I'm currently 18 years old and haven't had "physical contact" or been in a relationship with a girl since I was 13 years old (which doesn't even count IMO).

I've always felt very insecure when it comes to girls and therefore I've always avoid talking to them and stuff like that. But in the last month my work has finally paid off. I've forced myself out there and even made some female friends and also taken home 2 girls.

But the thing that I can't overcome in the current situation is the escalation progress. I feel insecure becuase I have no experience with girls and it really kills me when it comes to escalation. I've problems taking it to the next level because of my insecurity and I don't know what to do about it. Because if I push through and try anyway it feels like it will be very awkward and would give a negative effect instead.

What should I do?