I am a virgin at 17. I wanted to lose it to a fellow virgin. I feel that the First time always bad but memorable. You will always remember your first time and your first boyfriend or girlfriend (even well into your 40s), but not your second.

Heck, when you tried out weed or Mario Kart, you remembered your first but not your second time trying?

First place in races and sport events get attention, not second or third. Nobody looks at them.

Also, a virgin won't compare you to an ex.

I understand I have a Madonna whore complex. How to develop a liberal attitude towards sex?

TL;DR: I am a sad virgin and feel that I should be a female virgin's first. I want to lose my madonna whore complex. What should I do?