Oh hey guys, I've been a member of this community for 5 years and I'm finally starting to figure shit out. I'm 29 and I've been pulling some crazy hot 19 years olds. I kill at the whole building attraction game, but these girls end up wanting to date me. I'm open to this cause these chicks are cool as hell and I'm kinda immature so it could work.

The problem is when I start being exclusive with them I feel like the gig is up. They are aware that I want them and I can't play hard to get anymore and it has dismantled my game in the past. I can't really use abundance as a distraction anymore. How does one be with a single person without going fucking crazy with over thinking, and losing ones sense of self and going down the insane rabbit hole of "we". As soon as I become invested shit goes haywire. I meditate and do kundalini yoga frequently which helps.

Maybe i feel unworthy of love so i change... I know there aren't any easy answers for any of this but any advice will be greatly appreciated as this has been a reoccurring road block for me.