I went to a carnival with a friend of mine which is a 7 (A failed game of mine, I like to keep her around because she makes me get up on my fat ass and do something instead of playing video games) and her friend a 4. So we were enjoying the carnival. We went to a food court and ordered some food and 2 girls came next to me to order food. I wanted to talk to them but because of the fear that I would ridicule myself in front of my friends (I still wonder why did I care) I had terrible AA and miss that opportunity. Oh well good riddance. We started to walk around I was casually talking to them. Flirting with her here and there (just for fun. I know that train is long gone) then we went to a concert area which people are drinking and dancing. The 4 decided to leave so I was left alone with 7 and we were having a good time. Dancing and whatnot. After a while 7's "boyfriend" (they went official after that night) decided to join us. I was annoyed as if life decided to say fuck you to me but I was ready to say fuck you back. I decided to turn this shitty situation into a golden opportunity to do some gaming. She would be dealing with her boyfriend so I would have the freedom to go around and game without her ever looking at me.

That I decided to do but as if my body was having AA, I started to get nasty headaches. Determined to not letting this get in my way I pushed forward. I like to do old school gaming. Especially Mystery Method. It's usage of psychological and social dynamics analysis is interesting ( I love social sciences). I like to game analytically. I look around and see my first set right behind me dancing. A 6 and a 5 (didn't want to go after 10's considering my headache) I turned around and saw the 6 holding a vine glass with sparkling straw so I smiled and joked about it. She responded by saying "She deserves it." I took the opportunity to neg her a bit by asking whether she took it as her shining personality or she wanted to shine her personality with it. She responded she didn't know and I said with a clever smile she should know this kind of things. This should've been a cue for a psychology test because she was into it but it didn't occurred to me at that time so she left.

I went to get some beer and leaned back on the bar analyzing the crowd and begging my head to stop hurting. A nice 6.5 came next to me and asked for the menu. I just smiled and gave it to hear and said she should definitely drink the wine. She said she was planning to drink that so I asked hot wine or cold wine? She repeated me and I asked again she said She couldn't understand me and I just said "Sure, no worries." and left the bar. Something that really impresses me is my indifference for rejection. I feel nothing when a girl actively rejects me and I am not a hardcore gamer at all.

I went to the bathroom and went back for a glass of water (hoping it would help with my headache) but alas it didn't. I looked around and saw a two fives talking and though that it is a great opportunity to try out an opener I was working on. So I went there but for some reason AA kicked in. I went to the nearest table closed my eyes and count to three and opened (It is an opinion oppener) and gave a False Time Constraint. Their attention was moderate at best. They said that they don't know the answer and I started to see I was loosing them. Regardless of that I push forward and asked if they were good friends and did the best friends test (one of my favorites). The result is they burst into laughter and I started teasing their friendship at that moment I knew I was in so I leaned back and started to handle the set. Some time past and a hotter friend of them (not much though 6.5 at best) came in. They introduced me with her and left me with her and they started to dance (I don't understand why though... Usually it is the opposite. Hot girl leaves and duff remains). I started to talk with her and she seemed into me. Keeping her close to me etc. I acted like it didn't affected me at all and kept my frame. A mistake though, I should've done more kino. I seemed like a brick wall instead of a man holding his frame. I was trying to keep an eye contact but it was hard when it felt like someone was hitting my brain with a hammer. When it seemed that I was loosing them. I left the set saying I needed to go back to my friends.

I went back to them and they were talking and I was trying to decide whether I wanted to head home or not. 2 girls made a spectacular show right next to us and I started to watch them. I decided to get another glass of water and that 2 girl came next to me to order. I said to them they showed the definition of good performance. They said they know. They were too cocky I should've neg them instead I push forward to do a good friends test First they seemed interested then one of the started ordering and asked other what she was drinking and that girl ignored me completely. That hurt though I don't know why but I feel pain when a girl ignores me. I had 3 failures and my headache was getting unbearable so I decided to head home. If I didn't have a headache I could've been on fire but hey sometimes odds are just against you.