I use to struggle a lot where I would feel like a total god, where everything just clicks, one day but feel worse than shit the next day. After pondering the question for sometime, I realized that all I had to do was just simply accept the new, better, self-improved version of me that I was not accustomed to yet. This was who I was now, which was pretty obvious knowing how much effort and time I put into bettering myself. The only thing stopping me from feeling like awesome every time was just me simply getting in my own way. I let things get in my head, instead of simply accepting this fact. I tried to force my way through. All I had to do was just simply be ME and trust myself.