Hey seddit, longtime lurker here in need of some guidance!

 

To give you some background, I'm senior in college graduating in April, and I'm trying to make the most of my final months! I've always had great social skills, I can approach and have a conversation with literally anyone, and I have a strong self of self, but this never really translated to success with girls. I lost my virginity in a drunk hookup in my sophomore year, and have only had sex once after that (so twice in my life lol).

 

A couple months ago, I came across u/eviiil's post on how to give off a more sexual vibe as opposed a friendly/platonic vibe, and really tried to take his advise to heart, as I felt that this might be what was holding me back. I paired that with Mark Manson's advise in Models, where he talks about stuff like how we should envision having sex with the hot girls that we encounter as a way to get more comfortable with our desires. So I spent time working on embracing my sexuality and made other changes in my life like eating better, joining my school's boxing club for fitness, etc.

 

However, I've noticed that as time goes on, my sexual aggressiveness is going off the charts. There are times where I see a girl and get this overwhelming feeling of just walking up to her and being like "woman, I really wanna fuck your brains out right now". There's a part of me that feels repulsed for feeling this way, but at the same time, there's another part of me feels like I gotta just fucking go and just let it all out, if that makes any sense.

 

And its not just with random, hot girls I see walking by on campus either. Even my feelings towards my female friends have changed. I'm looking at them like they're completely different people and I basically wanna fuck their brains out too. My masturbation habits have changed too, now I'm more likely to get turned on and jerk off to girls I know as opposed to porn, which just feels so fucking weird, but feels so much better.

 

So far, I've been restraining my emotions because I'm scared I'm going off track here, and I'm just struggling to figure out if this is normal and how I can go about handling all of this the right way. Is this type of aggressiveness normal? Have I gone too far/done something wrong? Should I express that level of sexual desire to the women I come across? What do I do seddit?? I feel like some sexually repressed dude who just let everything out in a really short period of time.

Thanks!!