long story short went out last night to my usual bar but the group i hang out with wasnt there. i found a gay dude i hung with once so i went to his group. its 3 girls and 2 guys, one of them being the gay dude and one of the girls already getting pulled by the other guy. two girls left are solid 9 and 10 so i figure fuck it let me see how long i can stay around for. at some point a random group tries to fight us over some bs, managed to get everything under control but everyone was pretty wired up. ive been making good eye contact with one girl for this while. i start talking to the gay dude and i notice him staring. given the obvious i dont follow until he asks me why am i not looking. wel these two girls are making out hard.

they made out the whole night but in between moments me and one of them held deep eye contact and lots of smiling, hair playing, i did step thing up as far as i dared without just jumping it to make out with her. We then proceed to go to another bar where its more of the same. chatting, playful banter, a bit of light dancing, lots of touching and eye contact and them making out. i thouht shit got real when i was standing between ones legs playing with them as she made out with the other.

lights come on, bars closing. we finish our drinks and realize the gay dude bailed on us. we go outside to get some food. next i know the girl i havent been playing with as much is talking of driving nd im ike no lets uber or something, she ends up calling her roomate to pick us up. car arrives and she tells me im riding shotgun. as soon as we get in i know my fate. it was then the other girl mentioned why did we get a ride she lives dthe street from that bar. they ask me where im getting dropped off, i say a quick bye and its out.

while yea i knnow my chances were slim to none id like to see one of them again. i was gonna try and get he number or snapchat but didnt want to interrupt them about to start banging in the car. needless to say im going to go out tonight just to see if i find her again and ask her out directly. i suck at reading interest but we must have stared into each others eyes for over an hour minutes combined throuhout the night.

so what say redit, blew my chance or blessing in disguise