So basically I got laid. I met this girl with whom I have great chemsitry and emotional bonding during one of the salsa/bachata parties. We danced together. I was feeling a bit down and sad for some reason. I was also jealous over some stupid shit. But I did not let those emotions run over me, kept my cool, danced more, focused on the fun. Two days ago, she told me we should not rush things, when things got too intimate and I complied because there is no reason to rush over things if she is not feeling comfortable and does not trust you yet. I enjoyed spending time with her.

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I invited her back home, but I forgot a tiny detail: Trains had stopped after 12 am. So we had to wait 40 mins for a bus and we arrived pretty late. We were exhausted. I had sex with her, but it was not as much fun, because we were so tired. In the morning, however, it was better, but still there seems to be something missing. Maybe I should cut down porn or maybe I should have rested more. Anyways, it was awesome, we had breakfast together and then she left.

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Guys, I think I have found potentially my first girlfriend. Let us see how this goes. For anyone out there reading this post feeling bad/sad or just low, please remember, try haredr, be your own man, make shit happen and most importantly, enjoy the process.

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Peace.