Last night I was planning to tease my gf candidate by almost but not quite fucking her. Because we will be doing a larger event later in the week. I told her to come to my place, we went for a walk by the river nearby, went back to her place, I got to the tease part (poking her holes while saying I'm tired and have to go to sleep). Now I actually was really tired.

She says "do you have a condom" I did not. she said "there's a convenience store on the corner!"

Lesson: Should ALWAYS have one no matter the situation .

Now here's where I had my dilemma. I said I'd walk outside and think about it. I did and took extra long thinking about it to build suspense.

I thought: that is a very clear signal from her that she wants it. better to fuck her despite being tired and thereby build the bond? Or better to play alpha male and go home pretending I don't want sex with her?

I eventually decided I like sex, went back. She very much was waiting for me with a sexy nightgown and i did sex 3 different positions, fun times, then collapsed into sleep.

Today at work I am so tired I can barely do my job.

Kind of a messy situation. Overall, did I display too much thirstiness?