My bf and I[f] had out first date [after 2 months of online dating] and after the date we decided to makeout

Its been a while since i kissed anyone... let alone someone that is 3 times bigger then me (his mouth is sooo big compared to my tiny one) (also i normally am with women and am the top so while i love being the bottom for guys but that makes kissing weird)

So i kept laughing cuz it feels weird and idk if he liked that (ik lowkey a buzzkill)......

how do i help make it less gross(and more awesome), its a bit weird cuz its like hes eating my face?

TL;DR: I keep laughing cuz frech kissing is weird af, tips to make it less awkward and more sexy?