Personal Background: Tossed down the redpill about 2 months ago, Ex-hardcore WoW gamer, 32, 6'6" ~210, was working as a server. Tripled my salary with a new career, moved in close to my job to drop the 2 hour commute each way. Dropped most of friends as they were not interested in joining me on this journey or they were toxic.

Living Background: Just moved in to a shared house 2 males, 2 females. The two girls that are fairly attractive, 6's one has a great rack so that bumps her up to a 6.5 for me(love them tig ol biggies, we'll call her Cindy) The other guy, is fairly jacked but attitude wise seems fairly beta around the house, very supplicating to others doesn't like to rock the boat so to speak.

Anyway having lived with a female before I was ready the mess and such, it was worth it to be so close to my new job and truth be told if I really want to go monk mode and toss myself into my work it wouldn't be a problem to get away. They are fairly clean, keep to themselves for the most part and have been cordial to this point.

Now the problem at hand:

I joined them for a Memorial day party at a friends house and got blackout drunk, straight up don't remember the night past about 8ish. End up finding out what happened the next night, nothing a little damage control can't fix except for one thing.

I shat where I ate, with Cindy. From what I was told shortly after I blackouted (last event at the party I remember) we retreated to the bathroom together. When I tried meditating on the event to remember I seem to remember getting a BJ from her but no actual sex. I was told we were on each other the entire ride home but I did wake up in my own bed the next morning.

The day after I was pretty much in my room recovering and trying to recall the night as well as resting for the work week. I talked with the other male roommate the day after, explained the black out. that is when I heard of my escapades the previous day and the situation with Cindy. He of course suggested "talking about it with her", I agreed we probably should "talk it out" to kinda end the conversation and formulate a plan.

Truth be told, I see nothing to talk about. Were two adults I would guess shes mid twenties early 30's that decided to explore some sexual chemistry nothing more. Haven't "talked about it" yet,

She seemed a bit distant the days following but recently has dropped the act and is seemingly acting normal except for 1 instance.

Yesterday I was in my room preparing to hit the park and do my calisthenics routine(just got my 24hour membership, first day hitting the iron is tomorrow). She had just gotten out of the shower when I heard the smoke alarm start beeping. Figured it was from the steam and ignored it. She asked me to take a look at it, so I did. Pressed the test button and it stopped. Figuring the others needed to be tested soon anyway I proceeded to find all the alarms and test them.

As I'm walking back up stairs she is waiting at the doorway of her room(across from mine) in this tiny dress. As I get stop at the top of the stairs to test the last alarm, I look down and she is literally 2 inches from me looking up at me with straight up fuck me eyes.

Now it took a lot of effort not throw her against the wall and rip that little dress off. But, I stopped myself as I know that would be a bad idea considering the roommate dynamic. Only thing running through my mind, "Tuned... do NOT do it, its a bad idea." we stood like this for a good 10 seconds before she said thanks with what I detect as a small sigh and turn to enter her room, closing the door behind her.

Today I noticed when I pulled up roommates and some friends are standing in the driveway chatting. She has done nothing but keep looking my way to notice if I'm looking at her and when I did catch her eye she shyly looked away quickly.

Not for nothing but its been 2 months since I've gotten laid and it would feel great to plow her and form a FWB relationship. But I've heard nothing but horror stories about roommate hook ups. If I didn't just sign a year lease and actually want to stay here I would DGAF and not be typing this. My brain wants to say she could handle a FWB, but my redpill research keeps saying "Nope, AWALT and she'll catch feelings." She's honestly not attractive enough for me to LTR her and at best she would just be a plate because of the great rack.

My main interest at this point is to keep the living situation civil and not endanger that, if I can manage a way to get some poon on the side, great. But I have no desire to even risk the living situation and after getting away from my last horrid situation the last thing I want is a situation where at home I feel like I need to be a shut in to my room.

My plan as of now is to keep the frame of sexual tension, without outright flirting with her. I have no desire to "talk about it" unless its to discuss ground rules to a FWB situation and I think nothing good would come from any other conversation.

Any advice for my next few moves?

TL DR = Got blackout drunk, got a BJ from my roommate at a party, now I'm pretty sure she wants me to take her to pound town. Only thing stopping me is not endangering cordial living situation.

P.S. Because of this situation I have stopped drinking and am planning to go with month dry to a) prove to myself I can and b)restore the "drinking for celebration only" mentality in my brain. Use to drink a lot because of working in the service industry and when I step backed and looked at it, the habit carried over after I left.