So I was at this weekend rave, a thing I don't go to often, but felt like getting some new experiences. And on the schedule it basically said: btw we have a secret dance floor in a closet that is 6 square meters (60sqft) and we aren't telling you where it is. I found it and thought, damn this is such a crazy stupid idea, I have to try this. And it was a stupid silly fun experience, sexual or not. Anyway, that's just the background.

When you have 20 people raving in 6 sqm you can't not touch each other. And most people acted the way you'd expect, a couple of men trying to rub up against women as much as possible and clearly making them uncomfortable, most men trying to do the opposite and keep a little space from women to avoid making them uncomfortable, and when it's the same gender, most people just not giving a fuck about the lack of space and unintentional contact. This makes sense to me.

I'm confused about something though, because on a few occasions, a woman with enough space in front of her would back up into me anyway, grind her butt on my crotch, then turn her head around to look at me and back off suddenly. Like wtf, do you want that interaction or not? I don't understand at all, and I hope someone can shed some light on what the fuck this meant. My only guess is she thought I was someone else, but it's not hard to know who's where in such a tiny room and this happened more than once with different girls. Any explanations?