I'm 17 years old and I've had two relationships. In the first relationship I humiliated myself a lot to the woman who was 15 years old, but in the end she broke up with me saying she was confused, but I managed to get over it quickly because I found a more beautiful and more valuable woman after a week of ending, she was the woman I had my second relationship with.

In the second relationship she also broke up with me, saying that she didn't believe it would work in the future, she was going to college, our parents don't accept it and school would need all her energy.

We dated for 7 months and this happened on January 7th of this year, and I still wonder why it didn't work out

I tried to have relationships with other women but I don't feel the same way as before, honestly, I believe it's because I haven't found a woman who is more attractive than her, even though I know that my ex offered me nothing but beauty.

I'm trying to take better care of myself and expand my social circle, but when I stop thinking about what happened, I feel sad