Self-explanatory, don't want to go how deep of a faggot I act but I have strong desire for anything you guys would deem beta. (Cuddling, tingles, orbiting.)

I don't do it but there's some kind of burning desire within me to constantly act beta around women. Whenever I see RP describe women, it sums up my own behavior as if my hormones are jacked.

Basically saying I'm not masculine and pretty much a faggot, and I'm just pretending around people (the people that encounter me think I'm manly as all hell.)