Made this trow away as my main account may be known by the lady in question (long story short, I stupidly left reddit open on my computer when she had to use it).

So I've been seeing this woman for some time now and some women on the side. But as time has gone she's really proven her to be a damn jackpot and I'd like to make this one a permanent feature. I know this latter statement will divide people here but anyhow it's what I want and I'm not really 20 anymore.

What has surprised me the most is that she is really redpilled herself. It's nothing that we've ever talked about but she's just shown it through her actions and by what she says. Women like that simply don't come along that often nowadays. So on all levels she's proven to be a damn rarity in this mess that is modern women.

The issue is this: She has had a bad experience before where her ex. literally emotionally abused her. From what I've deducted he was the prime beta who had to impose his control through emotionally break her. This means that she's been bit careful to say the leas and I don't blame her for that. But as time has progressed we've both kinda found each-other to be way more than we expected at first and she's now in this traditional female limbo. She wants to go all-in but then she starts to over think shit like they always do. To quote her "I don't know what I'm afraid off... I just don't want to end up in a bad place again" (yes yes, I know red-flags for some of you but bare with me).

I've let her take her time and I've been able to see how my confidence has made her more and more attracted to me. In a way a text book example of what we always talk about around here.

Things have however progressed to a state now where she really doesn't shit-test much (of course women never stop this) and there's really no typical man-female new-relationship game going on anymore, we're past that stage. Or so I thought. Yesterday she says the following:

I really like you.

A half an hour later she says this:

I'm wrestling with myself a bit. Which is why I'm with one foot on the break. I don't want anyone of us to get hurt.
But I don't even know myself why I'm a bit scared.

I sense a test here. I so sense a test here but I just cannot put my finger on it. Maybe I've just not read enough on /r/theredpill but I cannot seem to figure out what she's doing and what the proper action should be. And therefore I turn to you guys. What do you guys think is going on here?

Am I right or wrong in this being some kind of test? Or am I missing something she's trying to say?

Something tells me it's something really obvious but I just have to admit it to myself that I simply have no clue right now.