I knew this girl for almost 10 years ago. In fact she is my co-worker. I really liked her. After some time I confessed to her about my feeling. We had to make it secret as it is not allowed to date a co-worker or to have relationship with them. Hence, we were in touch mainly by phone through texts and phone calls. We used to stay up all night. Three years later, I decided to propose to her. However, her family rejected me for couple of reasons. First, they though I am not good enough for her. Second, she was older than me. Third, they though I was not mature enough. Later on, she left to do her postgraduate studies abroad. I was trying to be in touch with her but because she was very busy and I was rejected by her family. So, we were separated. I refused to get married for couple of years (around 2 years) but eventually I was pressured by my parents to do so. So, I got married since I though my relationship with my girlfriend was over. 2 years later, my girlfriend came back and she was kind of shocked. She contacted me and I tried to explain to her my side of the story. She said that she will never ever get married. She doesn't believe in all men. Then, she was asking me about true love and if it really exists. She was saying that her friend was in love with a guy who got married. I told that most probably he is still interested in her if he really loved her. One year later, my wife delivered a baby girl who I name after my "girlfriend". I told my "girlfriend" that I named my daughter after her and she said "I can't believe it". Anyway, to make the long story short, I told her that I am still in her with her. She asked me not to tell her so face by face. However, I did tell her and she didn't stay when I told her but while she was leaving I noticed that she was giggling. Then, I wanted to know if she still have feeling for me or no, So I told her how pretty she is and that I miss her a lot. I told her that I wanted to marry her and I am willing to sacrifice everything for her. She refused my proposal. Three years later I tried to insist about the marriage but she strongly rejected my proposal and asked me not to communicate with her but about work related issues. So, I decide not to talk to her. However, every time I do this, she comes and talk to me. I noticed that she doesn't reply to all of my messages but also cares about my feeling. One time she made me upset but the next day she asked me not to be obsessive about things. I can't forget about this girl. I really like her and deeply in love with her. All I think about day and night is this girl. My only dream is to marry her so I can spend my whole time with her. I don't really know how she feels about me. I just don't like it when I see her talking and laughing with other co-workers. Sometimes, I feel that she is flirting with them and sometimes I feel that she is doing so to make me feel jealous. I am really not sure about it even though I was completely honest with her and told her that it annoys me. I really appreciate it if someone can judge about my story and gives me advises on what to do and how she feels about me and if I have the chance to be with her. I don't mind it even if we are over 60s and 70s. I just want to be with her.