I've set a counter on my computer, if I'm still unhappy with my life when it hits zero, I'm gonna kill myself.

Red_Liner740 · 2021-03-26T19:13:38+00:00

The happiness is inside of you. Unless you change your outlook on life, by doing therapy, you might as well make that counter tomorrow since NOTHING but the days passing will change.

RunawayGrain · 2021-03-26T20:32:58+00:00

Stop for a second and think about your parents. If you off yourself, they are the ones that have to deal with the grief.

I'm, older, mixed race, and from a small town in the U.S. south. It wasn't as bad as years gone by, but people still made comments. I got beaten up just because my crazy ex girlfriend was covering her tracks. I had to move because my family feared I was gonna get hurt even worse. That was an emotional shock, for sure. But I didn't off myself. That was thirty or more years ago now, and in that span of time, I've figured out that most of those people who did stuff like that were just as miserable, but their form of coping was to take it out on others.

So, please don't kill yourself. Find a way to change your bad situation into something positive for yourself.

MGTOWMonkGuy · 2021-03-26T19:37:45+00:00

Why don't you like studying medicine? Why are you in it in the first place?

S_Taera · 2021-03-26T19:43:39+00:00

Well you either go on a suicide path or you go MGTOW in life, you can't have both

What is this happiness that you keep talking about? What's happiness according to you? Euphoria? Contentment? Rich? Intimacy?

MGTOWch · 2021-03-26T19:53:51+00:00

Why don’t you do it now ? I mean come on, you really think we care about you and your life ?

You are afraid of what ? Your life suck as you say, so end it. One month, six month, 5 years, what is the true goal ?

Happiness ? That short feeling you sometime manage to get when you achieve/buy/experience something ? That’s what drive you not to end your miserable life ? You really are miserable if you think that way.

What are you afraid of ? There is nothing after, so why do you care if you end it now. End it right now ! There is nothing after and there will be nothing after in one month or 5 years, death will still be a complete void, devoid of meaning

There will be nothing after even if you manage a 20 years marriage with two healthy kids, there will still be nothing after.

You can found a cure for cancer, hike Mount Everest, be the richest man in earth, there will still be nothing after your death.

So why bothering to say to us you will end your life ? Fucking do it if it’s what please you, your prerogative for fuck sake ! You think that make you happy ? Or be a « solution » ? Do it.

You are not happy with your life ? Change it. Or kill it, whatever. In the end, being happy or not in your life will not change the fact there is nothing after.

If that make you happy, so be it.

JusW4naRetireFk · 2021-03-26T20:01:18+00:00

Do you have a car? If you don’t need to go to many far places get yourself a motorcycle, really just take some courses where you get to ride around in a parking lot, shit is fun as hell. I’d recommend every guy try 2 wheels, there’s nothing like it.

If you’re thinking of going on your way out then try some new hobbies at least, if some click keep going.

I dunno what medical school is, like is it after a university degree or straight after. High school. If you already got a college or Uni diploma just get a job with your credentials.

Had the option to keep studying for a cpa after my business degree but was already sick of all the textbook and memorization bullshit for a 2 hour exam. Better off getting an average job so it feels like youre at least going somewhere other than more fucking school debt.

Ever wonder about a blue collar job, study only takes like a 2 year college diploma or shorter usually and still pays well while you get to at least move your body and do some physical activity.

Those are my 2 cents, I’m guessing you may need some anti depressants for a bit, try them and see how you feel atleast but don’t get dependant on em.

PubliusVirgilius · 2021-03-26T20:12:55+00:00

I understand your frustration, but see it from a different perspective. You kanaged to get into med school, that's already an achievement.

Your former classmates, they will end up married with soul sucking jobs. Fuck this dominance hierarchies. Especially in our modern society its a foolish thing to strife to be an "alpha". In MGTOW we should strive to be Sigmas. Which means being selfsufficient and independent.

Whats the reason you went to medicine? If you like it, I would stick to it. When you finish you will be able to make good money and not give a damn about other people.

If you hate it, you still have many other options. If not university, what about joining the army?

afjrichards27 · 2021-03-26T19:34:24+00:00

God loves you man. He has a plan for your life and although it may not seem like it now, it is going to be great. I’ve been in a similar situation and I’m telling you, it will get better with time and hard work. I really hope you change your mind, the world definitely needs you.

aftermathinmono · 2021-03-26T19:36:28+00:00

you need therapy and meds. depression is a bitch.

Jolly_Ruin2303 · 2021-03-26T22:30:52+00:00

I am not indian. However, I've got a few indian friends and I know how much pressure your families put on your shoulders. It seems to me that you're stressed and overwhelmed with all this pressure.

When you're amidst these sort of storms, you just need to freshen up and keep pushing forward. You said you want to achieve the possibility of sleeping with no worries, everyone else does - few can attain that. The world won't get any easier, but you must grow stronger.

Most of your problems are brought about by your utter lack of self stem, which happens because you care for woman's approval. To solve that, you must stand up for yourself. Don't let your family yell at you! It doesn't matter whether you're short or tall, as long as you have money and confidence you'll get as much pussy as you want.

amnesia92 · 2021-03-26T21:27:56+00:00

Be thankful for not being one of those dirt poor starving hungry African kids??

Be thankful for not being one of those homeless and mentally scarred war torn kids from the middle East??

You're in one of life's 'slumps'.....It happens to us all.

Stand up and fight for what YOU want out of life.

Killing yourself??...nah that's a cowards way to go out.

Title	I've set a counter on my computer, if I'm still unhappy with my life when it hits zero, I'm gonna kill myself.
Author	lordlivingston
Upvotes	3
Comments	31
Date	March 26, 2021 7:05 PM UTC (5 years ago)
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