Hi redpillers, so here's the story.

Know this chick (let's call her jennifer) from when i was a teenager, she was my first fuck (one night stand, dumped her cuz i knew she was fucking other guys in the same time).

She's a 9/10, i'm a 6/10. She is very hot, passionate, sensual, fabulous sex, her pussy taste like candy, the way she do things, damn crazy hot, wow. Years pass i use to have plates here and there, from different nationalities etc., but nobody is comparable to her, the way she make bj and the sex is just amazing, unique.

So, every few years whenever i'm single i search her, and we get in touch for some months, then i got friendzoned/dumped and i disappear for some years.

She's entering the 30' (wall starting to approach). This year i went out from a ltr (another girl, 3yrs ltr), so i being single again.

I texted jennifer, she has a bf, she dumped him soon after (for me i guess), have sex with me, and then.. She get back with his ex, and friendzoned me!!!

What the fuck!?!?

I admit to have failed some shittests recently, also i don't have a job, don't have money (i'm cant and wont be a ltr betabuck), don't lift, somehow everytime i manage to get laid with her (i just touch some erotic buttons that turn her on) but it never last long, eventually i always got dumped.

So, right now i got this onetits for her, i got friendzoned (she have no problem texting with me, but always got an excuse to not meet. I consider it a sort of friendzone), and i'm basically ready to ghost/forget her FOREVER, because i'm angry now, the idea to be dumped from the same chick everytime make me nuts, but the idea that maybe i'll never find a sex soo good in all my life with any other woman make me sad.

What's your suggestion? My mind tell me to next her for good and stop getting hooked every few years. But i still want to get her again!