Hey guys,

I enjoy my own company best. When I am alone, I can really engage myself creatively. Connecting with myself deeply feels like a spiritual experience. That space is much deeper and more beautiful than the outward world to me.

Still enjoy socializing a bit and getting out in the world. But my domain is nature and myself. No culture, no matter where, can enrich me like that place I know within.

I used to have a lot of friends but I never cared for the power dynamics at play: snarky, passive / aggressive covert comments, competitiveness, etc. It always got bad in groups since all the men I knew were always jockeying for top dog position. Just didn’t care for any of it. I had friends who were very two faced and learned to leave them behind. For this reason, I have few very true friends that have gained my trust.

I like hanging with people one on one because it leaves the group baggage behind. And I definitely like female company one on one. Have no troubles in that regard.

I don’t think I will ever have a flourishing social life which is fine by me, but I wonder if that’s a detrimental, red flag for women? Do women generally want a man with a huge circle of people around?

My ex gf was a really social person whereas I wasn’t which I think contributed to the downfall of the relationship.

What’s your experience? You ever met a girl that doesn’t care about social stature?