Lately I have been having a bit of a midlife crisis... despite the fact that I'm only 22. I can't help but feel that I completely wasted my youth by being a pale, skinny little dweeb that just smashed drugs and got too fucked up to walk every night. Whereas everyone else was getting their dicks wet with these perky little 16 year olds; I have undergone a lot of improvement and I have become successful with women but women just don't look the same anymore. Even at the young age of 22 their tits are sagging and their skin feels like leather. I look at pictures of my LTR when she was younger and fuck me she looked like a fucking model, so youthful and vibrant.

The thing is its not just an age thing. I have fucked 18 year olds recently and it didn't do it for me. I want to fully re-live my youth, I want to go to the park that I used to hang around on as a teenager, get pissed and finger some of these 16 year old sluts (I live in the UK, 16 is the age of consent here). Would anyone else here do this? Do you think that doing so would give me some sort of closure and make me feel better about missing out on all this shit when I was younger? Or am I just some fucking weirdo that should stop obsessing over things I've missed in the past? should I just forget about it and just focus on the present even though I'm bored of banging these decrepid club sluts? Its worth saying that I have a baby face so I look around 17-18 anyway which means I could defintely pull it off without looking like a creep.