Been in a long term relationship for past few yrs. I have always noticed that she says she loves me but Im starting to think this isn't really true and maybe never really was, or if it is in fact just the type of personality she has as her parents were divorced?, her mother treated her with no love no respect and is basically a shitty mother. So I wonder if she even ever knows what love really feels like or just has the thought that she may love me. Doesn't like making out with me, we use to have sex all the time the first couple years now its dwindling down, never compliments me at all about anything really maybe like once a year. What I can tell you is that I get the feeling I love her way more then she loves me, but dont get the wrong idea. I treat her well and she has treated me well too.

Im not pure beta but a bit of both alpha and beta characteristics, I put her in her place when need be and we are equal when it comes to spending money on dates etc. anyone else feel the same sometimes?