I get this stuff, I’ve read the sidebar, both of Rollos books and studied almost everything good this forum has to offer. I may be getting ahead of myself when I say I’ve changed but the steps I’ve taken to take care of myself are really exciting.

The bad news...

I used to like chatting up people. It was innocent fun when I could get along pretty well. Now it seems like everything revolves around this fight club. I have disgust for grown men because it seems like if their spending time arguing with me or their partner I have to say I don’t wanna argue with you, if you have a problem we can take it outside. Not because I’m some struggling MMA fighter but because if I don’t stand up to these guy they began name calling and pushing me around. The last guy who flipped me off I calmly walked up to him and said If you want to fix this, please come outside. I haven’t had a single person take me up on my offer. But I’ve been suckered punched when I try walking away.

I can relax... by myself.

I can pick up chicks... by myself.

I can have fun... by myself.

It’s with other people that things start to get messy.