Hey guys I am 21 and 6 foot 4 I have fucked 11 people I have been diagnosed with Anti social personality disorder

I have been arrested 4 times 3 times for violence related charges including death threats financial extortion assault and theft. I am not in jail as I committed most of these crimes against members of my family and my family tried to stop the prosecutors because they still love me LOL for example I used to smash my little brothers head against walls for fun and have strangled him a few times.

the fourth time I got arrested it was for breaching a court order so I got into some serious shit but I cleared most legal bs the judge just forced me to see a psychiatrist

I am wondering if I should mention my criminal history to girls I have a few times they often give really shocked reactions and a lot of the time it causes the girl to ditch me but I suspect it causes many girls to become more attracted to me.