I love my family but lately I can't stand them anymore. My brother is a 23 year old virgin who plays videogames all day long. He's on Teamspeak 12 hours a day, yelling at videogames. It bothers me because I can't study or after 11pm I can't sleep. I tell him to shut up and he does, but the next day he does it again, lack of sleep is making me angry. My parents are divorced and my dad is never around, I love him but he is poor as fuck and has accomplished nothing in his life. I love my mother too but she is so fucking childish and dumb. She doesn't want to talk to my father, even if it's just to say hello when he picks me up or something. I been working out since I was 16, I'm 21 now. I eat a lot of proteins and cook for myself but she keeps saying how bad chicken is because she saw it on a documentary. She looks up to celebs and drinks 2-3 glasses of wine everyday. She is definitely not an alcoholic but she is tipsy after one glass of wine and having a conversation with her is pointless because she is really dumb. Even watching a movie with her is too much for me. She can't shut up for fucking 30 seconds, then asks what happened and I just rage inside. I love her but I can't spend more than 15 minutes with her. Then there's my cousin.. I grew up with him and he is basically my big brother. He was always alpha but recently he got a girlfriend. They have been dating for 6 months and he is already talking about kids (way too quick imo). I love him but he became so beta and blue pilled. I'm sorry for venting and I sound like a little bitch but writing this out feels so good. I barely bring girls home because of my brother and mother.