Recently got into a LTR, was blue pill as fock. Fell head over heels for each other. I discovered the red pill after a bowt of jealousy. It’s a LDR, and because of the red pill school of thought completely evaporating my view on love and relationships, I’ve ended it and intend to work solely on myself and building my life. I can’t shake the nihilistic depression about the illusion of romantic love, how will I ever experience the bliss of that romance ever again? Fuck