Hi, before I start my story I will proceed to give a little bit of background.

  • I am a male, 20 years old and joined this (and TRP) sub about 2 years ago. Around the same time I joined my local pick up community.

As time went on I have seen a lot of post and always thought they were true, but never knew they were true. I never questioned the believes a lot of red pillers hold, I just excepted them to be true.

Until about half a year ago, at that time I began to question everything about the sub and the presumptions you made about woman. Needless to say is that I got mad at the community for spreading so much "hate" against woman. I felt like I was misled and that woman can be truthful and loyal to a man. -

3 months ago I started a trip, a solo travel trough Europe. Telling others I am here to "enjoy life" and "live and learn about myself and others", truly I am here to party and fuck everything I can. Me being very social from nature I landed a job in a hostel about 2 weeks into my trip. I didn't care, I was here to party and this was the exact place for it.

I fucked a college the first day I got there, against the rules but I thought I could get away with it. She seemed honest and we kept on "dating" for a bit (meaning i fucked her every day). I wanted to, for once, get a relationship going with this girl. "Knowing" the red pill was a pile of horse crap i thought; yea i will open up to her like i never did to anyone before.

And man did it work. We had a great time together for 2 months (until I left). But during the time we spend together I noticed a lot of things. Whenever I provide money, food, security, good sex, dominance and general care she seemed to like me. Touch me, play with me, kiss me on the work floor and randomly grabbing my genitals.

Whenever I failed to do so she immediately stoped that behaviour. As soon as I found this out I, of-course, took utmost advantage of this. What I found out is that it didn't carry over from one day to another. Every day I the same dominant male towards her. Don't get me wrong, on days i wasn't she didn't hate me but she just wouldn't randomly touch me or insist on having sex etc.

I kept this circle of behaviour going for the rest of my stay, we bonded really well. We both have left the hostel about a week back.

Judging from my story, and my complete lack of any true self-earned "red pill" knowledge, did I act in the appropriate way? Is this the way you keep a girl for longer than a few weeks?

(Bonus, every girl that worked there red pilled me again in some way. Story's about that on request because it is not inline with my question.)